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[Tuesday May 9th 2006 9:27pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Getting Some - Shawna ] right now im feeling the whole live journal vibe. i always say im going to update more, but hah i never do. typical sam-like thing. but anyways, i have been grounded for 2 months. and i now am just starting to be allowed to hang out with certain ppl. which is cool by me, anything to get the fuck outta here. hah, everytime i update this i feel like talking about life itself. i dno bcuz im an optomistic person, and a friend helped me realize that tonight. one day, i hope to change the world. or at least make some type of impact on a persons life, no matter who it is. wether it be a friend, family member or anybody. its time to get serious. ive been falling back in school, and i dont like it. its not who i am, ive always excelled in school and now im failing 2 classes. so hopefully i can bring it up and not have to re take anything. that would be shitty. i dno, i want to just keep typing but no one really reads this shiz anyways. buttt ive realized alot of things tonight, not only about a friend but about myself. ill update again soon... meybey ;) 1 Spin around me like a dream

[Saturday March 11th 2006 9:17pm] [ mood | Hyper & Bored ] [ music | Young Jeezy - My Hood ] mann. being grounded is effin gay. only cool kids drive down at 8:30 pm on a wednesday and dance to lean with it rock with it while driving down grosebeck. i adore my friends. i wish it was still last weekend. i cant wait for summer. this weather is getting me so excited. randomness is a result of being at your house for a whole weekend. and i have a new found love for young jeezy. dont ask why, ive been hanging around gangstas too much. they have gotten me =x and i kinda like it. haha im crazy. 1 Spin around me like a dream

Cocaine's a Helluva drug. [Monday March 6th 2006 6:37pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | Tiny Vessels - Death Cab For Cutie ] wow. its been like what almost 3 and a half months since i last updated this fucker.. haha, goes to show how lazy i can get. well lets see, lately my life has been amazing. and summer is almost here. it is going to start to get warm soon, well at least i hope so. i miss the summer so much and i cant wait for it to come. i will listen to random songs that remind of that time in my life, and i just sit there and think "wow". it is so crazy to me. that was like the best time of my life. and things keep getting better. yeah there are some shitty parts, but it always finds a way to get better. always. school is alright. i hate it but love it at the same time. michelle is going to Enterprise next year. thats going to suck. my best friend going to a totally different school in the last 2 years of high school. but its okay since shes not moving or anything. and its not like i wont see her everyday haha. i dont really know what to write... alot of things have happened recently. alot of good things =]. but some of you dont really have the same mind set as i do, well at least to what i consider a good thing. so i won't go there. no one even comments in these anymore. so there really isn't a point. hmm i dunno. i guess i am going to go. ta ta 2 Spin around me like a dream

[Friday December 30th 2005 8:54pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | The Killers - All these things that I've Done ] yoo. new years eve is tomorrow. that is sooo crazy. 2005 just flew by. it was probably the best year of my life so far. i had some crazy times with some awesome people, and i wouldnt take back anything. like the summer was to die for. and ill never ever forget it. alot of shitty things happened this year too, but in the end everything gets worked out and its a waste to hold grudges bc your life is too short. my new years resolution this year is to be drama-free. i cannot stand it at all. and i guess just make this year better than last year. thats my other resolution. haha i dont know any others, bc when i think about the things i could change in my life, in the end i dont want to change shit. tomorrow im going to Jessicas with Michelle and Sammie. Who knows who will end up there later, bc her dad is going out. maybe some faggot neighborhood boys will stop by... whoo knows =]. we got 2 fifths, no better way to ring in the new year haha. break is almost over =[ how shitty. i got to hang out with tiffany on monday! it was awesomme, i love her little apartment its awesome. and i got a new/old computer for christmas and a digital camera. and other random pointless shit. you know. but yeahh, there is still alot of ppl i wanna see before break ends. bc i hate school and everything about it. its only okay sometimes when all of my friends are there, it makes my day go by =]. so long 2005. here comes 2006. =0 Spin around me like a dream

[Thursday December 15th 2005 5:01pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | mtv ] hmmm.. i haven't updated this in a looong time. grounding was a bitch. glad im off of it. and now i know to not fuck up like that again. being slick is the trick of the game. ive been hanging out with some new people lately which is pretty sweet. rumors are fucked up. alot of crazy stuff has happened in these past 2 months, some things too crazy to write about. i think im going to start updating this more frequently. i really hate the snow. it can go to fucking hell. i miss summer. we used to bitch about how hott it was and how we had to walk everywhere, now i wish is was hott enough and we could walk places. ughh. i miss alot alot of people too. im so glad i hung out with jessica over the weekend. i miss that girl sooo much. i got my tounge peirced last saturday. pretty sweet, im diggin it. umm idk man, as i said alot of weird/crazy things have happened and alot of shit has gotten fucked up, then back to normal and then fucked up again. ohhh well tho. that is life, and eventually everything will look up again. =] =] =] my celluar now works so that is great. and i cannot wait to get out of that fucking hell hole called chippewa for a while. thank god for breaks. cheaaa. Spin around me like a dream

we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get [Tuesday October 25th 2005 9:28pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Don't Look Back In Anger - Oasis ] Last year was one of our better years. in a life full of separation it's ok to second guess. just as long as you remember she's gone... In the bright of day it might seem like the stars are gone. they never leave, they come back when the sun moves on. It's over now. you watched me as I turned around. it's not why, but how the light is on. I'll come home now. I feel it's been such a long time since your eyes have met with mine. I feel it's been such a long time I'm glad you've made up your mind. it's hurting me from the inside. if I only had something to say. maybe if I prove that I'm right. will it still be safe to stay? its crazy how quickly a person can change there lifestyle for someone. its fucking stupid to change your whole entire life to please one person. and just fuck over all your friends in the process. thanks alot man. you were like a fucking brother to us, and then you fuck us all over. thats really cool. anyways, school goes by extremely fast, and before we know it its going to be christmas. its been coming up on a one year for me... i cant beleive just a year ago i started all of this. damn. thats crazy shit. ive been SMW lately. like woah lol. theres still that one boy that drives me crazy. and i have the best friends anybody could ask for. no one reads this shit anyways so idc really about it, i just keep it for the communities basically. Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anyone. Spin around me like a dream

[Sunday September 25th 2005 2:19am] [ mood | a lil hung over man lol ] [ music | Greenday - Wake Me Up When September Ends ] i havent updated this shit in a long ass time. yup. thats life lol. its gots its ups and downs, shit gets fucked up then it all gets good in the end. which is pretty sweet to me. homecoming is coming up. and im taking john schneid! lol some of you fucks might know him, he went to algonquin in 6th grade but got expelled bc he slapped the bus driver for calling him a power ranger lmao. hes kinda chells and sams date too cuz we r sweet liek that and are all good friends. its gonna be a fun homecoming this year with my trix haha. ahh im so bored and sam and michelle are passed the fuck outt. tonight was so much fun you dont even knowwwww haha. well idk man. im dropping honors english fuck that shit man. i hate school, even tho im doing good for once i have all As and Bs. well i have a lot of stuff to make up cuz i was sick but im better now =]. man i miss summer soo much. stuff has just been going by so incredibly fast lately. liek the rest of our lives are just gonna zoom past us. =/ stilletos pumps in da club we rockin stilletos hoe 6 Spin around me like a dream

[Friday September 2nd 2005 12:36pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Senses Fail - Choke on this ] schools been good to me. i got pretty decent classes, except some of my teachers are a lil bit crazy. i dont have jess, maria, sam, michelle or brooke in any of my classes wich is pretty gayyy. but o well. my spanish class is full of freshman which sucks ass. all they do is stare im like uhh ok fuck off. anyways, my 4th hour is probably my favorite class. bc i have some pretty sweet ppl in that one, and lunch is so gay. i hate B lunch. i just stand there with Mitch, Rob and Josh and like some other guys lol. i have Mills for applied 2 math. shes russian and i cant even understand her. and mike detloff is in that class, and him and some ppl were talkin cuz they sit behind me and hes all like " Yeah i was watchin the VMA's and when diddy kept sayin they had a surprise i thought Tupac was gonna come back, i was on the edge of my couch the whole night." lmaooo it was the funnniest thing if you would have heard him say it. and theres really no girls i know in that class, so i talk to guys in everyone of my classes pretty much. Brad Johnson is my lab partner in physical science! hell yeah hes sweet. we spent the whole hour on the 1st day talking about drugs it was funny. anways its labor day weekend and im pretty happy we dont have school. idk yet what im doin i think tonight im going to the movies or doing something with michelle most likely. im in love with senses fail. oh and i might be going to new york in a couple of weeks. that is going to be a blast. lifes good man. 6 Spin around me like a dream

[Thursday August 25th 2005 11:56pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | nothing ] what the hell. school is like in 5 days i think. us history - voss spanish 1a - stuehmer honors english - bright speech - daines physical science - kohl applied math 2 - mills let me kno if we got ne togehter. theres like no body in my classes. life is weird. you think things are going amazing. and then they fuck up 2 days later. it drives me crazy sometimes. i might be able to hang out this weekend cuz my dad and bro r goin up north, so im fricken excited lol. gotta have one last weekend before hell starts up again. well whatevr im out. 3 Spin around me like a dream

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